These are the things I worry about daily:
What if Jimi never wants to get married?
What if I never have a baby?
What if I do get pregnant? How would we afford it?
What if I get cancer and die?
What if Jimi dies?
What if my parents die?
Every day. On a loop. Over and over and over again.
Most of the time, I'm able to shove them back to the farthest corner of my mind and not pay them any attention. But sometimes it feels like they're yelling at me.
Do you have this? Is it normal?